sometimes i feel like i'm choking to death on what i'm feeling.

this last week has been particularly bad. in fact, probably the last month hasn't been so swell.
i really wish that sometimes things would just work out and i wouldn't have to feel quite so shite about most everything.

i am currently making a zine which shall hopefully be ready for me to print in a few days time. this will make seleena happy but possibly not be all that great. i have finished three pages for it today though which is pretty good considering i started it over a year ago.

i am going to brighton this weekend for chuck's birthday. i am still not sure whether this is the best idea, but we shall see. i suppose it is the living that is important in times like these after all.

be strong, saith my heart; i am a soldier;
i have seen worse sights than this.